Remioromen- Konayuki

Mucho tiempo sin pasar por aquí...
¬¬ total... ni me comentais, rancios......... me caeis mal pandilla de rancios... que desmoralizais mi blog... así que os chutais un lyric y si os gusta bien, y sino... ¬¬ ... ya sabeis.

Remioromen- Konayuki

En esta estación en la que la nieve en polvo* revolotea nos echamos de menos.
Aunque estemos perdidos entre la multitud vemos el mismo cielo,
Y cuando sopla el viento ambos sentimos el mismo frío.

Estoy seguro de que no lo sé todo sobre ti,
Y aún así te encontré entre millones de personas.
No hay pruebas, pero creo en ello seriamente.

No podemos pasar tiempo juntos y no pelearnos por trivialidades.
Si no podemos ser sinceros, la felicidad y la tristeza no tienen sentido.

Si la nieve en polvo tiñe nuestros corazones de blanco
¿Seremos capaces de compartir nuestra soledad?

Quiero acercar mi oreja a tu corazón
Y descender con cuidado hacia las profundidades a las que me lleve su latido.
Allí nos volveremos a ver.

Fui yo quien dijo que quería que nos entendiésemos, pero sólo lo hicimos superficialmente.
Lo único que nos mantenía unidos era mi mano apretando la tuya, entumecida y fría.

Con la eternidad frente a ella, la nieve en polvo parece demasiado frágil,
Y se convierte en una mancha sobre el desigual asfalto.

Nieve en polvo, a veces no se puede confiar en mí y mi corazón duda,
Pero aún así quiero seguir protegiéndote.

Si la nieve en polvo tiñe nuestros corazones de blanco
Envolvería nuestra soledad y la mandaría de vuelta al cielo.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m0U7OU4ALDI

I learned to live by you ♪♪

(the pic it's me during high school~ it's an old pic, one day at MNAC -museum of Barcelona- with school)

People change, things change, life change... and at the end.. the only thing that remains here is our way.

There is a quote I like so much, it's a quote of Agatha Christie... I can't remember it exactly but the quote was like:
I learned that you can't turn back, that the essence of life is to go forward. Life in fact is a one way street.

I like it. And I feel like a fool person because until now I hadn't believe it.

Humans are always trying to understand the life. But maybe we don't have to understand nothing... just live it.

We meet people, make friends, take love, and think "I can't live without this person!", time goes by, we meet new people, old friends take differents ways, we make new friends, sometimes we cry, but we laugh with new friends.. and think other time "I'll be with this person forever" and that's an eternal loop. People come and go. And we meet thousand of people throughout life.

And.. somehow each person who pass through our life, leaves a small mark. And mark after mark, we are formed as persons.

But life sometimes surprises us, and we meet somebody speciall. Maybe this person someday will take another way, but unlike others we will remember this person as if she/he were still here with us.

And we will smile, and then.. we will realize that his person leaves a deep mark, a deep deep mark that never, nobody or anything will be able to clear.

I wonder where are now all the people who leave on me a deep mark. What are they doing, if they are happy or even if they remember me. But I'm not going to live into the past, no more. It's time to go forward. Because now it's my moment. Because if we don't go ahead we won't leave a place for new people.

Sometimes I'll remember all the people who made a deep mark on me, but I'm not going to look behind. Because I find new people, and I want to give them a chance. Because I have found someone for live.

Because I have a wish to fight for. A wish that no shooting star can guarantee. A wish that I can reach only fighting and living forward.

So... thanks to all people who formed me as person and I can't see again, thanks to all newest people who are forming me as better person.

But above all thanks to these people who gave me light in darkness. To these shining people.. who made me shine with their light. Thanks to this person... who without knowing it, found me in the darkness and embracing me warmly helped me to get up and open my wings other time.

If you could grant me a wish, I'll ask that the 6 stars in my sky shine forever and lead me to my destiny.

Because is surprising, how one voice can enlighten me so warmly in the dark.

I can't think about another you, another me, another now.

Summer is going~

Hi~~ みんなお元気ですか。

Yay.. this morning when I woke up I realized.. that summer is going soon. That las night has been a little cold. September is here, in 2 weeks I'll start classes other time. And there isn't a shunshin sun at the sky~~ today here we have... autum sky. Times goes so fast (>_<) Agh, yesterday I read that Yamapi and Ryo are ill. That's bad ;_; I hope they will reocver soon. お大事に!!!! お大事に お大事に お大事に!!

Duh, yesterday I show to Bri one of my covers~~ (concretly, A little pain of Olivia Lufkin) o(^-^)o she liked it~ aw I feel so happy. Then speaking about that... she said "why don't you sing some Johnny's song? You can sing Kizuna, Kame's voice is high, so I think you could sing it without problem"
Huh maybe I'll try to do a cover of Kizuna, but I'm not sure if it will be a good cover (x_x) my voice is too high/sweet/childish (ew... yeah I hate my voice to be like that (T_T) even if people like it... I don't!!) Well I'll try it when I return home~~

'cause... yeah

This afternoon I'll go to Nadia's house~ (my holidays???) and I'll pass some days with her. So.. that means.... new pics! (jajajajajaja xD) geh... Why Nadia and me always take photos? (we will end looking as narcissistic girls *lol* no no, just joking we aren't like that) we only like to do pics and create good memories~~

So I'll see you in some days~~
Tott-chan take care ¿nee? I hope you are fine :3 ganbare ganbare!
Laia I wish you good look, sure you are enjoying your travel to New York (>_<) I miss u!
Briiiiiiiiii, maybe soon I'll recieve your letter ¿nee? *w* nya~ I want read it!
Soi, luck for your exam (let's see if its true ¬.¬ that you will comment more since now...liar!)
And well~~ good luck for everybody and take care バイバイ

By the way: I'm trying to learn how to play "White x'mas" (song of Kat-tun) on piano!!
元気でね for me!!

24 hour television -part 2-

• Massu with synchronized swimming, touching.
• Yamapi was cool~ he did a darts trip and his scuba diving was amazing.
• Shige amazing playing Steel pan (I loved the introduction of Let it be~) and so nice crying *hug*
• Koyama as sweet as usual with young kids doing hand puppet *hug for him too*
• Ryo with "Niini no koto wo wasurenaide" and aw so nice talking with people
• Tegoshi being as cute as always all the time~~ and being very cute when Imoto finished the marathon *aw! hug him too*
• News "letter" before WeeeK performance was very sweet.... they really touch me. There are no words.
  

These are some points I'm going to write today~ Then also.. other points about 24htv~ random things (well, things I like or I don't understand at all)

Conclusion: No way... where I have to sign to meet NEWS and be their friend? They are amazing... and I feel like I debt so much things to them. I mean... without them I won't be fighting now for my dreams. I don't know if I'll reach my goals but... even if not, would have been great just for the reason that is thanks NEWS. They are just a-ma-zing.
How depressive (ú_ù) I wish I would be able to meet them.. even if it would be only for 30 seconds and be able to thank them everything...

Conclusion 2: Now NEWS and all the people who participed at 24hTV must sleep and recover theirselves~~ all you have done good job!!! Congratulations!! yey~ Still working hard!!!!
*this time, thanks to Tott-chan for the pic she took during her travel~ click on the pic to see with bigger size*

Okay... now 24hour television has ended. And the best word to describe it is... touching.

Really, it move me so deeply. It's like どき どき feeling... without realize it I found myself smiling kindly. I enjoyed so much seeing NEWS there.

So.. here I go explaining some parts 24htv correctly without my disturbing random things (^^U) (I say some parts.. 'cause you know, since it's very long I couldn't see everything and I'm not going to do a book about that *laguh*)

Opening Marathon with NEWS! 'Cause they are the main characters~ and NEWS presented the other characters who take part this year on 24hTV and... well *so fast* I'll focus on Imoto now.

She is the one who ran the race marathon of this year~ admiring. Imoto is amazing, no doubt about it. But wah... sure Imoto will be so tired now. Very tiring run all these km (>_<) Yay, NEWS sang Kibou ~Yell~ in order to cheer Imoto. Waaah I missed very much see NEWS performing on stage!!! They were nice and great as always~

About NEWS projects.... I wrote somethings yesterday but today I'm going to focus better what they did.

First, Massu, oh god.. he touch me so deep with that young boy Shirai Atsushi who is on wheelchair. Both of them gave their best in order taht Atsushi could do synchronized swimming. If I were family of him I would feel very proud. It's touching see how people even with obstacles put so much effort on do what they want. Massu and the young boy work with the team of Meihou High School and at the end all they did a nice performance. It was very touching... Sure it has been a wonderful experience for all them.

Yamapi and his darts trip it has been gorgeous. He looked cute and nice and cool~ and the grandmothers were very funny and nice. I can't stop laughing with the last grandfather who didn't recognize Yamapi and... when he discovers taht Yamapi is famous, starts to call people and do pics, jajajajaja so nice! Sure Yamapi had enjoyed it.
Also he did scuba diving with a childhood friend who is in wheelchair. He is cool I can't stop admiring him.

Shige challenge... oh god, Shige has been AMAZING. I mean... waaaah, I wanna cry when I saw Shige crying! He travel to a place of Caribean to meet two young sisters who play Steel pan and they are very amazing! There Shige made his own Steel pan, and learned during the summer how play it. At 24hTV he started playing the song Let it be of Beatles.. waah it sounds... heavenly... then with the two young sisters who travelled at Japan and an entrie band they play Makenaide of Zard and finally We are the world. And oh... when they ended... Shige was crying. It has been really touching.... I feel like I want hugh him and cry with Shige!
Also... at some interview Shige said that it will be amazing if somebody would start to do anything now too. So I'll do him happy~ I'll "start" something. Fight more than never to reach my dreams and improve all my skills.

Koyama.. as sweet as usual. He looked very nice learning language of signs. He move me deep too with all this kids who have hearing difficulties. They did hand puppet show. It went directly to heart. Sure they enjoyed and past wonderful time preparing this show with Koyama. And the performance with the song Tsubomi was just touching... in fact I have no words. It's just... wonderful. At the end Koyama was almost crying... so nice... damn I wanna hug him too.

Ryo, well I wrote yesterday about his DramaSP.
By the way, his Drama SP "Niini no koto wo wasurenaide" will be releases in DVD on 10/28. The price will be 3990 Yen. I hope the fandom will bought it~
Then... I didn't understand it well. But he went to Miyota Town and he spent much time there talking with different people. He looked cute~ and the first grandmother who talked with Ryo was superb *lol* And hum, all these watermelons seemed yummy~

Tegoshi wah maybe I must talk about photo art but.. to be honest my heart wants to say other thing: it was very very very touching when Imoto finished the marathon and Tegoshi hug her and both cry in each other arms. (T_T) かわい.... *yeah I'm envy of Imoto, I wanna Tegoshi to hug me too* but Imoto was superb, she really did a lot of km. What a nice moment. They are so cute...

Nyaan~ Tegoshi, Yamapi and Becky were wonderful~~ I found so nice how all them were singing~ aww I love the moment when Tegoshi puts his microphone in front Yamapi and then Yamapi did the same with Tegoshi and he started laughing~~ cute cute cute cute. But all these people singing so happy~ remembered my childhood days at school~ were all the class sang so cherrfuly~

Ah! Also, the performance of KOI NO ABO was gorgeous. I love it. With the two sisters of steel pan there and all these people... It was moving (^^)

And.. I didn't understand the part when a man dressed with white jacket was slaping all the people peresent there. (O_o) But.. Shige and Koyama put face like "Oh my.. I can't believe that he has slaped me!" Ow poors! *hug them*

Wah... really this year 24hTV had touched me. I'm still feeling どき どき I want participate there!! Stop it! I want go to live Japan now!!! I don't know if I'll stand 4 years more here in Spain (T_T) I want to reach my goals sooooooooooooooooooooon!!!

24 hours television

Hi people~ how is going everything? I hope better than me *sigh*

Well. Today... I have two of topics. The main one will be 24hour television.

But before this.. I want to wish good luck to Laia who tomorrow will travel to New York (waa this year you are going a lot of places!!) I hope you will enjoy the travel. I'm going to miss you (other time T_T)

Now the main point.....24 hour television!!!

Pan~ Other time thanks to Laia to share with me her pics~~ she took the photo during her travel (^-^)
Well... as you can see at the photo NEWS are main characters of this year~ that made me feel proud of them (lol! XD it sounds like.. if I'm their mother or something like that)
I have seen some of their interviews~ awww all them are so lovely. And the t-shirt is nice~ Pixar has designed its.. and I think that.. I'm not the only one who thinks that this design remembers the newest movie of Pixar, Up! (by the way, it's a great animation movie *o*)

Kyaaaa!! I'm loving NEWS perfomance of Kibou Yell, nyan~ I missed seeing NEWS on the stage! While they were singing you could see Imoto runing. Hum, ItteQ members are cute too ¿right? (yeah I know.. then Tegoshi is nice for to sides jajajajaja NEWS and ItteQ, he has two points~)*lol* but they are nice people.

About NEWS~
Koyama with boys suffering of hearing diseases ... he looks just so cute. Damn (T_T) I'm sure... being friend with Koyama must be amazing. He is so cute and lovely~ as sweet as usual. And sure all they have spent funny time learning doing shadows~
Massu looks just cute as always, I like what he does with that boy on wheelchair. I mean, it's amazing that a boy with a disabilty can do this kind synchronized swimming activites.. ^^ that made me feel kindly. Are touching things ¿right? o(^^)o
Shige, aww he looks more tired than the others. I wonder if it's true what NEWS said that Shige always get sleep. Poor~ he must recover himself. But I'm sure that he can do great music with that instrument...etto.. Steel pan? I thinik it was called steel pan. Also.. Shige wonders why he had been chosen to do that~ obious obious, it's more difficult for him since he is left-handed~ that's the soul ¿nee? Even if it's difficult we must do our best!! <-- nobody is asking your opinion naive girl!!
Ryo I have to said it... just now (well.. now..... now while I'm writing this *Swt* not at the time I'll post this entrie) had finished his DramaSP and.... oh.. my...god... what sea of tears.... Nishikido has been amazing. I'm still saying this... he is an amazing actor. Why you always end crying with his dramas?! But Nishikido is just superb.. I couldn't understand everything but... I can understand the neccesary things to say that this is a great DramaSP... it can't give you indiference. That's a touching story.... really I'm still shocked.. omedetto Nishikido. But not just him, all the actors are amazing. Yah~ Brianda you must love this story~ 'cause Yamada seems kawai~
Yamapi and Tegoshi are cutes and lovely as always~ Aw I admire them too much. They are always amazing and giving their best~ Gez.. I think I never will find words to describe all I think with Yamapi and Tegoshi things~~
But Yamapi looks so cool doing scuba diving and ... aw it's so nice... other time, this is touching. This is friendship and the other things are random! (>_<) Where you have to sign to be friend with NEWS? (T_T) About Tegoshi... I'm envy of Imoto and Becky! *lol* ok ok that's not the point.. Photo art, that's the point. Hum I'm curious to see this.... I studied art so.... I like this things and I'm a great art critic *proud* no... seriously, I want to see this photo art with 30.000 photos~ would it looks nice? o(^^)o Of course it would! *if not... I must teach Tegoshi how to do a wonderful image composition~ golden ratio, agh during my art studies I get obssesd with the Divine Proportion... ew (x_x)* But ehm.. yeah, I trust on Tegoshi *yosh! wait .. and Becky?* still doing your best!!

Hum, this kind of events are great, don't you think? I wonder if someday I would participe with an event like 24htv, I really wish it~ it may be great (^^) and you would feel sooo kind ¿nee?
Aw but I'm really enjoyng to see right now (yeah,at the same time I'm writing here) NEWS on 24htv~~ I wonder if Imoto will win the race~ but I must wait to know this. I hope she will~ 'cause Imoto is hilarious, she must win!! cheer up Imotoooooooo~~!!

頑張ります みんな


Hah, to be honest (yeah, truly honest) Imoto is amazing. I want to do things like her. She is doing her best too ¿nee? (but I will keep beeing envy of her when she gets so close to Tegoshi o_x *lol* )

Gah, now I remember....*random thing, nothing in relation with 24htv, just in relation with NEWS* so..I remember that sadly it seems that maybe we won't have DVD of Winter Diamond Tour (T_T) no way... that's unjust... I really wished to watch that NEWS tour... どして?!?!?!?! I feel frustrated....(~_~)

Back to the main point... Still now (you must know that.. I started to write this.. some hours ago) I'm watching 24htv hum.. I wonder.. how much hours would all they sleep after that. All this people must feel tired! They are working hard~

Well~ If later I know anything more I'll edit or tomorrow I'll do.... 24 hours television part two! (with a lot of main points~)

Nah... sorry for the large entrie!! to be honest I'm not much pendent with the blog (since I'm pendent of 24htv jajajaja, ¡ah! look~ now I'm watching Yamapi's commercial of.. Toshiba I think?)

Well~ tomorrow more and more 24htv, NEWS things and thousand of my random things~

PD: I keep watching 24htv!! ^_^ pan~ Tomorrow I'll give more details~

Curious life... sad day

Just wondering... why life is like that.

Only few minutes. Only a second can change a lot of things... too much things.

Today was a normal day. Got up, work, laugh at work, return home... it was like other day. But few minutes before lunch the girlfriend of my cousin gave me a bad notices.... really bad notices. Only a minute. It has been enough to change all this day and somehow all my life and other lifes..... since then I'm wondering... just wondering a lot of things.

Life.. is so weak... it can be broken so easily....

For this reason... we must live our own way without regrets ¿Don't you think? We must do what we want to do... at the same moment we want to do it. In order to don't regret anything. Because at the moment to left of this life... you can say "yeah, I have done all the things I wanted to do"

So...I'm not going to waste my time anymore. I'll fight for my precious thigns. And I'll fight for my dream.

Because even if it sounds naive I want to live this way.

Think about that: are all you doing what you want to do?

I'm still in shock... Somehow it's difficult for me to accept this change... but I must do it.
It's as cruel as true... when you lost something/somebody... you realize how much important it was...

Being a human is tiring.

Dance~~ it's 2NE1 time

*click on images to see with bigger size ^^*

Hi~~ みんなお元気ですか。

Two topics for today~ random things and... just my thoughts
Yey! I was doubting one full day about this... but, at the end I decided which dance will be the next that I will learn~~ Yeah~~ Fire of 2NE1 their debut single.
They are amazing girls. I like very much Sandara and CL~ so I pass a full day wondering if I learn the dance as Dara or as CL. At the end Sandara won~ nyan!

So, here the next choreography I'll learn. The song is just vicious, really, I don't know how times I listened it with just 2 days. There are 2 versions of MV, Street and Space version. Both cool. You can see the dance better in Street version. But I recomend watch the two versions.
I love Dara's clothes in both MV, but maybe (all depens on time and desire) I'll do the black dress of Space version (the first pic of this post, Sandara is the second from the left. Yeah, this dress ^^) If I do it on time, I'll use for Manga Salon of Barcelona.

Well~ it's easy to learn, to be honest I learned it with just one morning. Now I just need to improve nuances. Also I convinced Laia and Nadia to learn the dance as CL (Laia) and Minzy (Nadia) (yay don't worry I'll help you with learning the steps!) Heeeeeh it will be so funny if we could record ourselves dancing Fire!

Nyan~ next week I have to go to Manresa and Barcelona city~ I hope I could see Laia and Nadia too!

To finish with this topic~ another pic of 2NE1. Now with clothes of Fire-Street version. Aw! I love Dara (seconf from left) and Minzy (first from right) clothes! CL (second from right) is just cool~ but I dislike this hair, I prefer her look on Space version.


Now, my thoughts. Recently I explained to a new person what are my dreams. Very kindly this person somehow encouraged me to reach them. And I felt very grateful for this. It's very nice to see how people respect your dreams. Even if it's difficult I want to reach my goals, or try it until the end in order to reach them.

So.. just, thanks to the persons who encourage/believe/cheer me with this. And especially to the ones who even in bad/worst times still encouraging me.
Maybe without you I wouldn't be fighting for this right now (^^)

Yokohama's big wheel

Ok. First thanks to Laia who let me use their photos of Japan. I will use the photos she uploads at flickr.


Well.. that's Yokohama big wheel. I have to say... oh my! Laia you took really a great photo!!! it looks so nice~~
Wah, but I love this big wheel... I want to go there someday.

Yokohama's wheel is the largest wheel in the world with 112 meters of diameter (well.. to be honest i'm not sure, I have read at some places 112 meters.. at other places 105 meters.. so I'm not sure of the real diameter. If somebody can tell me the real size, I would feel grateful)

But wah... it may be very nice upload there. And agh! Laia I just love your photo!! It looks so romantic. I see your pic and I feel like "aw... it will be as great go there with somebody special"

Nothing more to say. Today has been just a stormy and rainy day. I hope tomorrow the weather will be better. I want a shining day~~

Thanks to read me~~ take care!

*ganbare Laia~~ you will see soon the shining sun too. I'm sure. I trust you*

Here I am- Bryan Adams

Here I am- Bryan adams <-- link to listen the song/watch MV

Just a lovely song. As the song it's originally in english. I'm going to translate it in spanish.

Aquí estoy

Aquí estoy - éste soy yo.
No hay otro lugar en la tierra donde preferiría estar.
Aquí estoy - tan solo somos yo y tú.
Esta noche hacemos nuestros sueños realidad.

Es un nuevo mundo - es un nuevo comienzo.
Está vivo con los latidos de los jóvenes corazones.
Es un nuevo día - es un nuevo plan.
He estado aquí esperándote.
Aquí estoy.

Aquí estamos - tan solo hemos empezamos.
Y después de todo este tiempo, nuestro momento ha llegado.
Yeah, aquí estamos - seguimos siendo fuertes.
Justo aquí en el lugar al que pertenecemos.

Es un nuevo mundo - es un nuevo comienzo.
Está vivo con los latidos de los jóvenes corazones.
Es un nuevo día - es un nuevo plan.
He estado aquí esperándote.
Aquí estoy.
Aquí estoy.

Esperando por ti.

Aquí estoy - éste soy yo.
No hay otro lugar en la tierra donde preferiría estar.
Aquí estoy - tan solo somos yo y tú.
Esta noche hacemos nuestros sueños realidad.

Es un nuevo mundo - es un nuevo comienzo.
Está vivo con los latidos de los jóvenes corazones.
Es un nuevo día - es un nuevo plan.
He estado aquí esperándote.

Es un nuevo mundo - es un nuevo comienzo.
Está vivo con los latidos de los jóvenes corazones.
Es un nuevo día - es un nuevo plan.
He estado aquí esperándote.

Aquí estoy.

Aquí estoy - a tu lado.
Y de repente todo el mundo es completamente nuevo.
Aquí estoy, aquí estoy – donde me voy a quedar.
Ahora ya no hay nada que se interponga en nuestro camino.

Aquí estoy.

I just like it. It's really a nice song.

Laia and Tottsu have returned to Japan, awww I feel so happy to talk with them! Ewww *lol lol and lol* I'm sooo envyyyyyyy! I want to go toooooo. But waah really happy to be with you other time~ (yeah yeah, remember Tott-chan, you debt something to me~ something like *chuu* jajajaja) I want to see more and moreeee photos!!

Y me siento como Liudan. Traicionada. Hasta el punto en que pronto no me fiare ni de mi sombra..... ¿Es necesario que todo el mundo me falle alguna vez? ... Tengo fe en dos de mis jin-shei-bao... para que vosotras no me falléis nunca... estoy harta de tanta decepción. Estoy harta de sentirme traicionada....

The secrets of Jin-shei

"Set in a mythical Chinese kingdom, The Secrets of Jin-shei is a timeless story of what sustains friendship — and what tears it apart. Accepting all the joys and responsibilities of jin-shei, eight girls pledge lifelong loyalty to each other: the poet, Tai, whose promise to a dying girl changes the history of an empire; the warrior, Xaforn, an orphan who will protect her chosen family no matter what the cost; Khailin, the scholar, whose thirst for knowledge leads her into a world of dark secrets and alchemy; sage Nhia, the only person with the power to save Khailin; Tammary, the gypsy girl, whose secret lineage could ruin a royal house; Qiaan, daughter of a captain in the Imperial Guard, with family secrets of her own; the healer, Yuet, confidante to the empress; and the empress herself, Liudan, whose search for family and ultimate quest for immortality holds the power to destroy them all."

This is the synopsis of the book I have finished to read today. The secrets of Jin-shei, a book of Alma Alexander... I love read.. I have read thousands books.. but this has been the first book that made me cry. Without doubt, this book has marked a before and after at my life.

Surely, I recomend it... because it's amazing.. i'm still shocked by the book...
I feel identificated with each of the girls and at the same time with no specific one, for what I'm, for what I have been and for what I wish to be... With some of them more.. with other less.. but I feel identificated with the 8 girls. Really humanized girls....

But that's not just the amazing point, how humans are they and how you can cry with them and understand they feelings.

Is the meaning of this book. The way of "jin-shei"... When I was reading it, I wished with all my soul have my own "jin-shei"..
So I explain at two girls the meaning, and I asked them to be my "jin-shei-bao". The two of them accepted. There is also other girl.. who I want to ask it.. I'll explain it to her when she will return of Japan this week. But at my heart I know that she is already my jin-shei. We don't need words... I know she is.
There is another girl... I want to ask, but I haven't courage for it, very hard...

So I have three girls with a eternal promise. Our own promise of jin-shei.

So naive~~ huh? But I like, I feel happy with this.. I feel warm to know that now.. I have my own circle of jin-shei. I wonder with what of the eight girls of the book I look more equal.
One of the two girls I asked to be my jin-shei is like Xaforn... the other is like Khailin... the one I want to ask is like Nhia... then.. I wonder if I'm like Tai... because is the one with who I feel identificated without a "I feel like her but..." but I hope that one of them can answer my doubt.

Back to the book; it will absorb you since the start. I hope that some people of who would read this will search the book and read it. And if you read it, I hope you will enjoy it as much as me... then it will mean that you have understood what is the meaning of "jin-shei".

Just as curiosity; as far as I know, in reality existed in China a secret language "nushu" and a secret brotherhood "Jiebai Zhimei" a brotherhood under sworn of heart and soul between women.

Así que prometo proteger este lazo. Y me siento muy agradecida con estas tres chicas. No espero que respondáis con la misma intensidad, ni siquiera si que tan serio es para vosotras este tipo de vínculo. Desearía que me correspondierais por igual, pero no os lo pediré. Yo soy simplemente feliz sabiendo que habéis aceptado. Porqué prometo cuidar este vínculo eterno, este pacto de almas. Este deber. Incluso más allá del tiempo.

Laia I miss u!!!

Changing plans~~ I know I have to write about the book of Dr. Brian Weiss but, I want to share my happiness with all yoooooou~~

The last Sunday I was chating a few time (... heeh really few time) with Laia. My friend who is at Japan now. I was so happy to know that she is having a lot of fun.
Also I was much more happy when she said to me... "Mireia!!! At the end I have tickets for KAT-TUN tour!!!!" kyaaaaaaaa she was really happy~~ and I feel sooooooo happy for her!!! ^^ I'm not a huge fan of KAT-TUN but I know that Laia will enjoy this so much since she is a great great fan! So I'm happy for her~~ because she will be able to see his big idol (heeh I would feel like her if I had ticket for NEWS) But I'm missing her very much. I want to see her *sob* but until then I wish the best for her.

Then.. on Saturday Iris & Senda came back to Spain. (Yeah, all my friends are/have been in Japan this year) So I could talk with them on Sunday and saw nice photos~~ ^^ really they had fun there. After see their pics I just could think "aaaaah I want to go too!! but I must wait one year!! why?!" They buy Yukatas (>o<) but are yukatas for boys, jajajaja, they don't like yukatas for girls. (I want to buy one~~ pink pink, something with pink *-*)
But they had to pass me one photo I'm very interested~~ RUSS-K cartel! I want to see this~~ the big big cartel of NEWS~~ When they pass me the photo I'll upload it... since then... ^^ this is of other girl who is there now. .


Ah! Also... (yeah yeah, more things) Tott-chan is at Japan too~~ she went there on Monday morning, and she will see Laia there~~ (Tott-chan has too ticket for KAT-TUN and... also for Tegomasu!! *Mireia is dead* ewwww I'm so envy of you Tott-chan!! ) I hope she will have a great travel too! ^^ I'll see her on October~~ I'll waiting to see you!!



*sigh*


I want go there too~~ no way, all my friends are going to Japan this year, but I must wait since next year (>_<) BUT I CAN'T! I WANT TO GO THERE TOOOOOOOO! and enjoy of Japan as much as them!

Fly, fly high while you can

Heh, I want to share this song with all you~~ "Que pides tu?" means "What you ask?" it's a song of Alex Ubago. An spanish singer. I listened him very much during my high school years~~ But I'm still loving this song. Then I have translated it at english.

So~~ Dozo!

"Maybe someday by this dates
You don't remember the letter
Of that song I compund for you.

Maybe life can be as short
Or that time doesn't remember
To avoid what we have to live.

Come back, come back late, but come back.
Come back baby if you get lost
Today I want to see you.
And fly, fly high while you can
'Cause the life is a wheel
That never stops.
No.

You live waiting for a strange heart,
To come here and take out of your body and your soul
The best of you.
Today I feel that life,
Shows me with you
Its blue side and this is all what I ask to be happy.
What you ask? ..What you ask?

Maybe would die in an instant
For the fear to mistake
All those things that one day I dreamt.

Maybe I jump into the empty
Ss one day I did with you
Without thinking what would came after.

Come back, come back late, but come back.
Come back baby if you get lost
Today I want to see you.
And fly, fly high while you can
'Cause the life is a wheel That never stops.
No.

You live waiting for a strange heart,
To come here and take out of your body and your soul
The best of you.
Today I feel that life,
Shows me with you Its blue side and this is all what I ask to be happy.
What you ask? ..What you ask?"



Heeh.. yesterday I read a book (thanks to Brianda, who let me know about that book) really interestring. "Ties of Love" ("Lazos de amor" in Spain) of Brian Weiss a psychologist.I get impressed. Really impressed.

So if nothing prevent its, in my next entrie I'm going to talk about "Ties of Love". I recomend you to read it. Without doubt it will made you think. (And it's a short book, you can read it with few hours)

I'm going to say just that... after read it I knew one thing. I'm fighting for my real goals. For my right destiny. I knew more than anytime that I'm going to reach them.

Here, a thing I read at the first chapter.

"There is someone special for each one of us. Often, we are destined with two, three or even four people. They belong to different generations and travel through the seas of time and immensity of heaven to be with us again. Come from the other side, the sky. Their appearance is different but our hearts recognize them, because they had been loved in the deserts of Egipt illuminated by the moon and in the ancient plains of Mongolia. With them we had ridden in remotes armies of warriors and lived with us in caves covered with sand from Antiquity. We are united to them by the bonds of eternity and will never leave us."

That was the first thing I read when I started. And a stupid smile was drawed at my face. "Yeah, I'm going to reach them." That was what I think.

Did you remember...?

Yey, differets points today.

First, I want to cheer up Laia who today at night will travel to Japan. I'm going to miss you so much!!! But I hope you will enjoy a lot the travel (remember to enjoy for me~~) and you will return with a lot of things to explain~~ and a lot of photos!! Good luck!! I hope you will reach what you know~~

Then, hum today I feel so peacfully. Just few time ago I have read something I want to share with all you. Here I go~


"Did you remember?

-That time, when important decisions were taken with a practical "Pito-pito gorgorito... ¿dónde vas tú tan bonito?...A la era verdadera... ¡pim pom fuera!" (*this is a song used to take random decisions*)

- When you could stop complicated things with a simple.... "Not right! Trap!"

- Mistakes were arranged just saying "Start other time"

- Have money only meant can be able to buy a lot of sweets when you leave the school...

- Made a sand castle... could keep us happily occupied for a whole afternoon

- To save all your friends when playing to hide was enough with a shout: "Saved for me! And for all my friends!"

- Always discovered your hidden skills because of "Huh, can you do it?!"

- "The last is fool!!" Was the only thing that made us run like mads until our heart left the chest.

- Water ballons were the most modern, powerful and effective weapon ever invented...

- 'WAR' just meant thrown chalk and balls of paper during the free time in class...

- Our biggest disappointment was to have been elected the last in the school teams..

- When a ice-cream was the better award...

- And remove the small wheels of the bike meant a big step in your life.

- When the century business was to change repeat stickers for the one you was looking for so long...

-And we just were crying during hours when we went to field, we entertained for a long time and came to tell us that we had to return home.

- When wear clothes like a mantle made you dream, and after climb at any level wished with all your strength to fly like Superman...

- All this simple things made us happy, we just needed a ballon, a rope and a pair of friends with who play all the day...

If you can remember most of this things and smile, then it means that there is still the child we were for not so long ago inside us.

Never lose the child you have inside."

I can't avoid to smile when I read this, not just for my memories. Somehow this last quote remember me something I write to someone some days ago in a letter. (*well my quote was like "Never lose your childish smile"*) Also, I think with One Piece (no way, everything remember me One Piece!) but I realized that even if I'm a mature girl, I'm still a child who believe in dreams and is figthing for them. No matter what. That's supposly nice? Or is just a fool thing of me?

"Go ahead for the dreams that we still have, go ahead by those which will came, go ahead because no matter the goal, the destiniy is the promise to follow."

I hope all you are fine!! Cheeeeeeeeeeeeeers~~

The meaning of Kokeshi

Ok. Today a little of culture.
There is one blog I try to read often, because I find it a great blog which uses various topics, but all them of interest and also gives a personal opinion of things that sure aren't a waste of time. That's Nora's blog "Una japonesa en Japón ー　ある帰国子女のブログ" And also I find interesting that she wrote always the same entrie with both idioms: spanish and japanese. A good way to unite people of differents idioms.

The other day I read one entrie that caught my attention. It was about the japanese Kokeshi dolls. After ask her to use their information, I'm going to share what Nora wrote about this. Since you can read at her blog the same information in spanish and japanese, I'll write it with english (literally translated). So, if there are still doubts, the information I'm going to use today doesn't belong to me. I must say too, she spent 10 months collecting information for this entrie. I think that's an important point. And that 10 months weren't a waste of time.

I have to say that, I didn't know anything about Kokeshi dolls since I read her entrie, but apart I found it an interesting topic, it made me thing on something. I hope you will create your own ideas after read it too.

So well, here with the information.

** What is said about the origin of Kokeshi dolls (in blogs)
>> It means dead girl, replacing dead girls from the poorest families in the area
>> Despite being pretty, have a dark and gloomy sense, because it means get rid of a girl.
>> The sound produced when turning the head that fits into the cylinder of wood, produces a sound like the cry of a girl.
>> Represents children who were killed because it's a society that kills children.
>> I'm not surprised that represents the dead children because japanese are thus.
>> They manufactured dolls in order that disappear remorse.

....and more things.

** What is said about the name (in blogs)
(in spanish and japanese blogs)
** 子消し= 子(ko) - child
消し(keshi) - erase

** 小芥子= 小(ko) - little
芥(ke, keshi) - dust, rubissh
子(shi, ko) - child

** The real meaning of Kokeshi dolls.
Kokeshi dolls began to be manufactured in the region Touhoku (north of the archipelago) at the end of Edo period, and the oldest doll was manufactured, according to the documents, for the years 1804 to 1830 in Miyagi Prefecture.
These dolls were born as gift for the tourist who visited the hot springs of Touhoku, a rural region with a lot of snow during winter months and very hard to live. The sale of these toys helped to develop the economy of the area that it was only based on agriculture.

The art of manufacturing cylindrical wooden dolls and now varies from region and for the people who live there, was passed down from father to son, from children to grandchildren and from masters to disciples.

** The origin of Kokeshi name.
These dolls have different names by region.
Deku（でく）、Houko（ほうこ）、Kiboko（きぼこ）、Keshi （けし）、Koguesu （こげす） … entre otros.

That's why in year 1940, the artisans were brought together to give a single name, 「こけし」-Kokeshi in hiragana, and is of this way how is writen

currently.

** The why of 子消し (”erase” a child)
This word appeared for first time in 1965, in a novel of a japanese writer, where he made a pun (very typical in japanese language) without thinking of the consequences.
From that year, began to invent stories with words like "dead children" or "were killed" in some televisions programs and magazines.

That's why, the word "erase a child" (子消し）, didn't exist when the dolls were started to be manufactured, there is no point in commom

and Nora thinks that this doesn't exist with this meaning in any Japanese dictionary, but unfortunately, still now there are a lot of japanese who still thinking that is of this way because they were said or they heard that was of this way, and for foreigners... is of this way because Japanese are thus.

** The real meaning of the word 「こけし」(Kokeshi)

Currently is used this word in hiragana all over the country to refer to craft dolls, but the origin is the word 小芥 (Kokeshi)

** 小 (ko) = little
** 芥 (keshi) = poppy fruit

As you can see, the head of Kokeshi doll sesms at poopy fruit. And that's the why of the name.

Thanks to Nora for letting me use her information.

What a weird day...

みんなお元気ですか。 げろ げろげろ げろげろ or what's the same... gero gero gero~~ (no I'm not mad, it's just Keroro day, if you go at the end of the entrie you will understand it)

Firstly, I pass all the mornig learning a new dance~~ and finally I have mastered the dance steps for Sunset Glow (Big Bang) *applause* (^o^) I'm happy, each new dance is more easy to learn for me~~ then I'm improving my dance? yay~~ I wish so!!

Ew, ok now, the serious thing...for me today has been really weird. This afternoon a friend asked me to take care about all her things and change all her passwords of i-net things. Since is my friend, and I know her situation, I couldn't deny her request... but I'm feeling horrible doing this. I'm feeling horrible accepting that she is paying. But I can't ask her to keep fighting for one thing that hurts her... or maybe because I'm her friend is my obligation do it? heeh..... how difficult. I don't know what I have to do. What's the correct thing? There is no way to know it.. right? Whatever I do... I'll wonder if the other option maybe it would be better. Humans are weird~

But that's not what I want to talk about. This morning I read at one blog something about dreams.
And I answered at his blog something I think about this. But still now, I wonder how much people take me seriously. Few people right?

But no matter what, I'll go to Japan and reach one by one all my goals. This can sounds naivy, but I know I'll do it, because I'm fighting more seriously than never to reach it.

Nowadays people don't take seriously the adolescents. You explain your dreams, and adults look at you like "aaah ok.... you say it because you are young and don't know anything of life, so I'll give you the reason just to make you happy" I hate this. Why peolpe think that just because I'm 19 years old, I'm immature? Gez...

No way~~ there is no way to worry about this. So changing topic. *lol how fast I change of topic* Since my friends went to 龍太郎 I wonder where is my letter now. Is there is any chance that NEWS will read it. I really hope it. 'Cause it's not a fan letter, somehow I wrote this as person, as girl who has dreams and wants to reach them. But.... there is no point to worry about this too, right? *lol* there is no way to know if they will read or not my letter. *damn, why I wonder and worry about things without answer?*

Last point... *and yeah, this time is the less important hahaha* I don't want go to work tomorrow ;_; heeeeeeh I'm tired! I want holidays! But I must save money money if next year I want go to Japan a lot of days *and go to NEWS concert* (T__T) but today I'm lazy~~ so people, cheer me up!

Ek!!! Just to share~ and justify my... げろ げろげろ げろげろ today I miss Keroro! *this anime is retransmized only on weekends here at Spain*


Isn't it cute?!?! Keroro!! I love dolls~~ this was a present of my best friend for my 18 birthday o(^^)o ewwwww sooo lovely~~ (yeah with 19 years I'm still loving this kind of things like dolls, and I'm not shy of this) awwww I really love this doll ^^ I like Keroro, what a great anime, and what a great alien-frogs!! *laugh*
Keroro Keroro Keroro~~ because one day he will be the king of the world!! *laugh laugh laugh*

And like Keroro or Luffy, I'll fight too! So keep fighting because I'm going to reach you, no matter what~

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A todo esto (que ya se me pasaba) hace unos dias~~ me dieron este premio ^3^
El premio me lo dio *ejem ejem xD ella me entiende* Tottsu~~ para mi Tott-chan! e aquí su blog: http://dontueverstop.blogspot.com/2009/07/lovely-este-blog-y-encima-x2-xdd.html
La verdad ^w^ me alegra mil, tengo muchas esperanzas puestas en mi blog (si aunque vosotros, flojos no comenteis a menos que os amenaze ¬¬)

El problema es que.. yo tengo que nominar a 5 personas T_T y........ *dilema* solo se me ocurren dos!

Obvio, la primera en quien pensé fue.. :3
Kyra! con su blog de temas diversos e interesantes todos ^_^ -->http://kyranoyume.blogspot.com/

Luego Kasumi (oh dios que raro llamarte así) --> http://relatos-filosofia-i-demas.blogspot.com/

Y como no es plan de volver a nominar a Tottsu T_T me quedo sin gente *snif* así que me voy a saltar la norma (total, para los que lo leereis XD) y solo nomino a 2.