I learned to live by you ♪♪

(the pic it's me during high school~ it's an old pic, one day at MNAC -museum of Barcelona- with school)

People change, things change, life change... and at the end.. the only thing that remains here is our way.

There is a quote I like so much, it's a quote of Agatha Christie... I can't remember it exactly but the quote was like:
I learned that you can't turn back, that the essence of life is to go forward. Life in fact is a one way street.

I like it. And I feel like a fool person because until now I hadn't believe it.

Humans are always trying to understand the life. But maybe we don't have to understand nothing... just live it.

We meet people, make friends, take love, and think "I can't live without this person!", time goes by, we meet new people, old friends take differents ways, we make new friends, sometimes we cry, but we laugh with new friends.. and think other time "I'll be with this person forever" and that's an eternal loop. People come and go. And we meet thousand of people throughout life.

And.. somehow each person who pass through our life, leaves a small mark. And mark after mark, we are formed as persons.

But life sometimes surprises us, and we meet somebody speciall. Maybe this person someday will take another way, but unlike others we will remember this person as if she/he were still here with us.

And we will smile, and then.. we will realize that his person leaves a deep mark, a deep deep mark that never, nobody or anything will be able to clear.

I wonder where are now all the people who leave on me a deep mark. What are they doing, if they are happy or even if they remember me. But I'm not going to live into the past, no more. It's time to go forward. Because now it's my moment. Because if we don't go ahead we won't leave a place for new people.

Sometimes I'll remember all the people who made a deep mark on me, but I'm not going to look behind. Because I find new people, and I want to give them a chance. Because I have found someone for live.

Because I have a wish to fight for. A wish that no shooting star can guarantee. A wish that I can reach only fighting and living forward.

So... thanks to all people who formed me as person and I can't see again, thanks to all newest people who are forming me as better person.

But above all thanks to these people who gave me light in darkness. To these shining people.. who made me shine with their light. Thanks to this person... who without knowing it, found me in the darkness and embracing me warmly helped me to get up and open my wings other time.

If you could grant me a wish, I'll ask that the 6 stars in my sky shine forever and lead me to my destiny.

Because is surprising, how one voice can enlighten me so warmly in the dark.

I can't think about another you, another me, another now.

What a weird day...

みんなお元気ですか。 げろ げろげろ げろげろ or what's the same... gero gero gero~~ (no I'm not mad, it's just Keroro day, if you go at the end of the entrie you will understand it)

Firstly, I pass all the mornig learning a new dance~~ and finally I have mastered the dance steps for Sunset Glow (Big Bang) *applause* (^o^) I'm happy, each new dance is more easy to learn for me~~ then I'm improving my dance? yay~~ I wish so!!

Ew, ok now, the serious thing...for me today has been really weird. This afternoon a friend asked me to take care about all her things and change all her passwords of i-net things. Since is my friend, and I know her situation, I couldn't deny her request... but I'm feeling horrible doing this. I'm feeling horrible accepting that she is paying. But I can't ask her to keep fighting for one thing that hurts her... or maybe because I'm her friend is my obligation do it? heeh..... how difficult. I don't know what I have to do. What's the correct thing? There is no way to know it.. right? Whatever I do... I'll wonder if the other option maybe it would be better. Humans are weird~

But that's not what I want to talk about. This morning I read at one blog something about dreams.
And I answered at his blog something I think about this. But still now, I wonder how much people take me seriously. Few people right?

But no matter what, I'll go to Japan and reach one by one all my goals. This can sounds naivy, but I know I'll do it, because I'm fighting more seriously than never to reach it.

Nowadays people don't take seriously the adolescents. You explain your dreams, and adults look at you like "aaah ok.... you say it because you are young and don't know anything of life, so I'll give you the reason just to make you happy" I hate this. Why peolpe think that just because I'm 19 years old, I'm immature? Gez...

No way~~ there is no way to worry about this. So changing topic. *lol how fast I change of topic* Since my friends went to 龍太郎 I wonder where is my letter now. Is there is any chance that NEWS will read it. I really hope it. 'Cause it's not a fan letter, somehow I wrote this as person, as girl who has dreams and wants to reach them. But.... there is no point to worry about this too, right? *lol* there is no way to know if they will read or not my letter. *damn, why I wonder and worry about things without answer?*

Last point... *and yeah, this time is the less important hahaha* I don't want go to work tomorrow ;_; heeeeeeh I'm tired! I want holidays! But I must save money money if next year I want go to Japan a lot of days *and go to NEWS concert* (T__T) but today I'm lazy~~ so people, cheer me up!

Ek!!! Just to share~ and justify my... げろ げろげろ げろげろ today I miss Keroro! *this anime is retransmized only on weekends here at Spain*


Isn't it cute?!?! Keroro!! I love dolls~~ this was a present of my best friend for my 18 birthday o(^^)o ewwwww sooo lovely~~ (yeah with 19 years I'm still loving this kind of things like dolls, and I'm not shy of this) awwww I really love this doll ^^ I like Keroro, what a great anime, and what a great alien-frogs!! *laugh*
Keroro Keroro Keroro~~ because one day he will be the king of the world!! *laugh laugh laugh*

And like Keroro or Luffy, I'll fight too! So keep fighting because I'm going to reach you, no matter what~

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A todo esto (que ya se me pasaba) hace unos dias~~ me dieron este premio ^3^
El premio me lo dio *ejem ejem xD ella me entiende* Tottsu~~ para mi Tott-chan! e aquí su blog: http://dontueverstop.blogspot.com/2009/07/lovely-este-blog-y-encima-x2-xdd.html
La verdad ^w^ me alegra mil, tengo muchas esperanzas puestas en mi blog (si aunque vosotros, flojos no comenteis a menos que os amenaze ¬¬)

El problema es que.. yo tengo que nominar a 5 personas T_T y........ *dilema* solo se me ocurren dos!

Obvio, la primera en quien pensé fue.. :3
Kyra! con su blog de temas diversos e interesantes todos ^_^ -->http://kyranoyume.blogspot.com/

Luego Kasumi (oh dios que raro llamarte así) --> http://relatos-filosofia-i-demas.blogspot.com/

Y como no es plan de volver a nominar a Tottsu T_T me quedo sin gente *snif* así que me voy a saltar la norma (total, para los que lo leereis XD) y solo nomino a 2.

Go go~ A little of everything~

Today is about: 1. Random things ^-^
2. Pics of me and my friend~~

みんなお元気ですか。


Heeeeh, yesterday I went to UAB~ so since yesterday I'm officially student of new grade "Studies of Eastern Asia" yey! おめでとう。To be honest, yesterday morning, was... horrible. A lot of things suddenly happened, and I just got stress. But when I was at UAB everything started to go well.

When I returned to Barcelona Nadia was waiting for me~~ eeeh I was so happy to see her! T_T It was pity that Laia at the end couldn't meet, we just see them during few minutes. But with Nadia we pass great time. We wanna bought paipais~ and walk a lot searching them but... finally we find paipais!! yeah now we could do our homeうちわ! Also.. we realize that we are a little stupid... *lol* we found a japanese restaurant ICHIBAN and when I saw its I just yelled "Ah look look! so kawai!!!!!!!" Nadia looked and yelled "KAWAIIIIIIII" oh my god, how shameful, the waiter looked at us with a face like "huh? so freaks!"

We speak a lot, and do really stupid things, also we take a lot of photos. He, somehow when I'm with Nadia we always end taking a million of photos!

But well~~ When I came home I was soooooooo tired, and I just go to sleep at the moment~~ today, everything going alright. Work, library, walk, walk walk... finally I return home and I saw..........................

A NEW POST OF THE TWO FRIENDS WHO ARE IN JAPAN NOW~~ heeeeeeh I laughed a lot, they are mad jajajajajaja but the best is~~ they went to 小山 restaurant and gave the letters~~ sugoiiiii!! yeah yeah this letter with the "Eternal loop-fall of NEWS"


I wonder if NEWS will read my letter (I hope so, I'll be so happy if NEWS would read them *u know, a message for each member*) They explain at post that the restaurant is so good~ perfect food~~ and 小山 mother so nice~ also they speak with the waiter, and it seemed so nice too~~ ^-^ Kya~ I'm so envy, but at the same time very happy, I wonder if the next year I could go too and enjoy as much as them!


PD: *Nadia has to give me yeserday's photos~~ then maybe I'll upload some* (her, we were with the same dress~ we bought the same dress, she with white-black, and I with purple-black~~ so kawais. Okay~ :3 Nadia has given me the photos! so ....

Heee~~ here some pics of yesterday~~ (I'm the one with purple/black dress or well.. (xD as some people don't see it like purple.. the one of your right)